Monday

Sipping my cup of Dr. Stuart's Tea, listening to my phone playlist of Korean songs and trying to prepare myself for the next few days of school.

I have grown to love the routine of going to the seminary in the mornings. I'm not sure (and I don't intend to contemplate on it right now) of how it will be like when I have to finally stop going there or if I will ever stop, haha. All I know is that I would probably be continuing some form of part-time/long-distance theological education even while I work, minister and engage in marriage + motherhood. That is my commitment to God ~ to never stop equipping myself to give and serve Him better, even when I find it demanding. Be it theologically or with regards to other skills (including language ones). Of course, in His timing and according to His will. By His strength and grace.

Did some stretches and tried dancing again today (after many years of rest). Loved the feel of my body expressing heart-felt emotions. Pushing and controlling it in order to move gracefully and lyrically afforded me much joy. Observing my reflection in the wall mirror while I danced filled me with wonder. The last time I danced, I was still in that deep pit of my eating disorders. Today, it felt good dancing out of the miry clay. I thank God for His deliverance. Going forth, may I dance with more freedom ~ for the glory of God.