Thursday

This week is passing by really quickly (at least for me). Tomorrow will be the last day of my 1-credit-worth course on worship, conducted by Dr. TSL.

Someone asked me out for lunch today with 2 other people ~ but I found myself turning down the invitation even though half of me would have liked to eat lunch with other people than myself. The other half begged for solitude. I (still) don't know if was a good idea to lunch alone. Perhaps, it would have done my burdened heart good to fellowship. Yups... it's one of those days when my heart weighs a ton (I don't think I will go into details here). Tears kept pooling in my eyes throughout class - especially when Dr. Tan showed us those moving videos (such powerful triggers).

I digress here, but I am really eager to write a good academic paper on one of those worship-related issues I've been pondering on throughout the week. Sorry if my true nerdy colours are showing and you're offended by it...but I can feel my creative juices running already! Whoohoooo.... x)

On a lighter note, God has shown me a lot of grace in the past few days. A few of the prayers which I have been praying (quite desperately albeit secretly) for quite some time now finally got answered in the most amazing ways! (If you must know, I did not pray for money!:P) Such lovely surprises. God has proven Himself faithful and gracious once again. Indeed, when we delight in the Lord... He gives us the desires of our hearts. Wait ~ I think more than anything, He aligns our hearts with His own as we journey with Him ~ and then gives us the utmost delight of fulfilled desires according to His will! I hope to be faithful myself and not take God's grace for granted. Lord, help me guard this heart that is so prone to wander.