Since I went into "cow mode" - as a friend suggested of the phase/season that I am in now, considering how much milk I am producing each day - I seem to have lost the motivation to engage in certain activities I used to...
Like writing. Making music. Reading meaty books (I do a lot of junk reading while I am on the breast pump though). Etc.
I feel... unproductive, complacent and sad. Sad because I feel so complacent and unmotivated. Unmotivated to revive that hibernating part of myself, and yet, I want to.
But all I feel like doing when I am free... are eating and sleeping. Moo. Oink. Whatever.
So darn complicated.
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Enjoy it while you can, before seasons change and Sophie starts becoming more active! :-)
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