Monday

Sat for my final test in MBTS on Friday - under the supervision of Pastor Mah. Went out with my spiritual formation group-mates for thosei and curry mid-morning - after the test. Truly enjoyed the fellowship (and thosei - Pst. Mah's treat). It has made me miss school even more. After our thosei session, it was good to have a short chat with Pam.

Tomorrow, I will meet my academic dean to talk about post-graduation. Thankful for the appointment - because I am feeling badly confused and dilemma-ic. Praying that God would speak to me through Dr. S and grant me His grace to express myself verbally. During such emotionally-stressful turning points of my life, I thank God that He has always given me the godly counsel of those in spiritual authority.

My weekend was quite unproductive but I feel so tired. Really need to draw close to God in prayer and through His Word. Psalm 1 has been a good reminder. She who meditates on God's Word day and night is like a tree planted by streams of water; which bears fruit in season and whose leaves never wither. Whatever she does prospers. O God... give me the strength and determination to hide Your Word in my heart... that I may meditate on them day and night. Let me be serious about this.

The sudden absence of assignments is rather unsettling, haha. But let it be so, that I might do my language studies with more fervor and undivided attention.