I can feel and hear the pulsations. They go "doof...doof...doof...doof...." The condition is usually unilateral when it comes on ~ either in the left or right ear. More often in the right ear. It lasts for some seconds to a minute. Sometimes, it makes me dizzy.
Sometimes it comes on while I am lying down. Nothing seems to trigger or aggravate it - it can be as random as the spring showers in Dublin. I could be sitting calmly at my desk, thinking of what to type into my paper... when it starts. It's more likely to happen at night. The beats indicate a weird pulse - nothing like I've experienced before. Somewhat palpitating and irregular. They don't inspire me to write a song though. I feel a little more tired than usual.
What a mystery. Perhaps I am not drinking enough water. Again, perhaps it's the hormones. Perhaps this is a form of PMS I've never experienced before. Haha. Any clue, anyone?
I promise to see the doctor soon ~ especially if it gets much worse. Now, it's still bearable - in fact, it's an interesting experience. I learn new things every day.
Anyway...
This is the last week of my seminary studies for 2012. *Phew* I have survived by the grace of God! Especially the last term - the toughest of all terms since I had to labour on the assignments I had from my previous terms while attending classes and fulfilling the daily requirements. Not to mention, I had begun my work at FaithMC. Thank God for wonderful friends like Rachel, Jo, etc, etc to keep me happily sane.
(Or wait... I think they made me more insane instead. The good kind of insane ~ the happy kind ~ and don't worry, it's not mania.)
Pst. Mei brought us pretty cupcakes (and sambal tau sar pneah) to celebrate |
So dear friends... if you will, please keep me in prayer... as God leads.
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