...is a test of my sanity and patience. I promise.
I don't know why... whenever it comes to my turn to be worship team leader, circumstances would be so strange and difficult, that those who have been rostered to play cannot really agree on the best time to practice.
Rationally thinking ~ I can't even blame anyone if I wanted to. I don't think I should. Things just happen the way they happen ~ everyone struggles to put God first; but there will always be other pressures of life that limit us. Some can be helped... but some other things can't be helped. I guess.
Or perhaps, is this a sign that I should not be leading? :P I would be very happy serving as a musician, you know. But I don't want to be the wicked quitter. And I understand that we are really short of worship leaders at the moment. Hm, perhaps, I should start praying for and "raising up" more worship leaders. Brain wave.
I should seriously pray about this.
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