Friday, 14 August 2015

Complicated

Just the other day, my husband commented that I feel too much. He was referring to my emotional sensitivity, intensity, complexity, and drivenness. I can be impulsive.

Then yesterday, a friend said, "You think too much." I am not fully sure what this friend meant because I am certainly not a very logical person - at least, not as logical as my husband. I grasp abstract concepts much better. But I have a feeling that this friend meant that I tend to analyse too much. My problems, my feelings, situations, decisions, the past, my memories, symbols, signs, life, etc. Furthermore, I am prone to imagining worst case scenarios, and so, I can also be very indecisive.

Unfortunately, both are right.

A question crossed my mind today: So what happens when one feels AND thinks too much?

She is both impulsive and indecisive. The tension is confusing.

That is where I am.

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